I know it seems like I've been dead in the water for months at a crack and haven't touched my account in a long LONG time...
Real life hit me upside the head something pretty hard and all I've been able to do is maintain my Guilty Gear QandA blog.
Let's see, here's my list of real-life problems:
---Lymphedema in the Legs (Had to see a doctor several times, am undergoing physical therapy for it, plus wearing compression stockings almost non-stop).
---Foot/Toe problems (needed to see a foot specialist for Orthotics which I'll be getting fitted for November 17th)
---Depression/Anxiety (a real art killer... it's been really hard to draw anything in the state I've been in for the last year or so, and I've had to "get outside" a lot to take my mind off of the crap in my life).
---Trying to cope with my Dad who has bi-polar depression (which exacerbates my own depression/anxiety).
---I'm overweight (yeahp, need to lose some kilos).
---As a result of all of the above I'm on SSI now... still I hope to eventually be financially independent someday and live on my own.
Things I'm doing:
---Building an RG model kit of Wing Gundam Zero Custom (that makes me a little happy at least).
---Playing Guilty Gear Xrd (you have no idea how long I've been waiting for Revelator)
---Playing Gundam Breaker 2 (again with the Gundam Addiction... it will never stop)
---Watching various anime on Youtube (if you know of a good playlist, recommend me one!)
---Trying to redesign Wing Zero Custom (this is actually a detail-intensive project, and I may actually need help/references, so if you're interested in helping me find some, I'd appreciate it).
---Trying to go outside more (maybe go watch movies or go shopping), and be more physically active. Not easy, given my attitude and lack of motivation.
---Wishing people would draw more "male characters" in Guilty Gear fanart circles... geez, it's always with the boobs isn't it?
---Wishing someone would give me the script for the Guilty Gear Novels in straight up Japanese text so I can finally FRIGGAN TRANSLATE IT!!!
---Wishing people would actually read my blog instead of asking repeat questions and LOOK STUFF UP. And don't just reblog the pretty pictures you tards...
---Wishing I could meet Hajime Katoki and Shuko Murase... I swear I love Gundam Wing artwork wayyyy too much.
---Wishing Mortal Kombat didn't suck like it does... MK9 was better than MKX, no doubt in my mind.
---Wishing I had a sexy girlfriend to banter with... because that always helps motivation. If you're a girl you can always pretend to be sexy, see? That's not hard.
The catch phrase for today is "Cyber Ninja". Hope it inspires you!
Listening to: Gundam Iron Blooded Orphans OP
Reading: Crappy Art Tutorials
Watching: Whatever's on Youtube
Playing: Gundam Breaker 2
Eating: French Bread